An Uphill Battle

You'd think blogging is something a journalism major would find fun or easy. Not this journalism major. Although I enjoy writing, I am better at it when it isn't about myself. Finding things to talk about on here is becoming a bit of a struggle for me. But seeing as how this is an assignment for a class geared towards students struggling in school, I guess talking about this past academic year would be a good start.
So this semester is my first one back at IU. The first year I was here was overwhelming. Suddenly after 2 years of college, I really had to work at it. But I didn't. I've always been a student who could coast along without really putting much effort in. Well, you can't do that at IU and plan to stay long. I was dismissed after summer school and I spent last semester back home in Indianapolis. If you think it's bad telling your parents you failed a class, try telling them you flunked out of school. It's not pretty.
Now that I'm back, I've made it a mission to get my GPA back up not only because it's required, but to prove to myself that I can do it. I learned a lot by being dismissed, and hopefully everyone who reads this will learn from my mistakes and not learn the hard way.
One thing that I've changed so far is actually going to class. Even though it is a struggle sometimes, I get my butt out of bed and go. That alone, has made a complete difference. Instead of not going and feeling guilty and worried about what I missed and assignments that need to be turned in and information I'm missing that will be on tests, I feel calm. Well, calmer.
Motivation is something that comes and goes at times. Do I always feel like doing homework, no. Who does? But I make myself get it done ON TIME. I realized by that turning in assignments late only means having less time to work on the next one and trust me, it's a never ending cycle and it can keep you up at night.
Something I am still working on is procrastination. That is my biggest weakness. When I get home from class, I feel like I've accomplished something for the day and need to take it easy the rest of the night. Homework will still be there tomorrow, right? Yeah it'll be there alright; it'll be there for the next couple days haunting me! There are days when I get everything done in one night, or I start on something early, but it's an uphill battle.
So here's to turning over a new leaf, and keeping it that way!